Psychomancer

Psychomancer is a shared universe for many of my short stories where H. P. Lovecraft's Yog-Sothothery (commonly known as “Cthulhu Mythos”) is real.


created: 2024-06-23T14:57:42 updated: 2025-07-31T23:43:24 modified: 2026-02-09T07:10:38-06:00


Editor's note: the fool thinks himself cartographer charting five dimensional space-time as if a plane could hold its complexity. Nor does he address its propensity for change where blurry borders shift as swiftly as the dunes and just as unpredictably. Still, it may help the layperson understand their place, insubstantial though it may be. – ANV.

Two toruses surrounding a sphere with all of them bleeding into one another, gradually becoming each other.

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Our universe, all of reality as we can objectively experience it and study it, is but one level of a greater existence. We occupy a world of three spatial dimensions and one of time. The two are interlinked and influence each other such that we call the whole thing space-time. The only real difference between time and space is that time moves only in a single direction for us. We can slow it down, even stop it, but we cannot reverse it or travel backwards upon its trajectory. This leads to entropy, the fact that everything we know will one day end.

But there are other places that our minds can reach into given the right circumstances. Some of these are what we might call parallel, some are “above” or “below”, but all are in directions that have no names and that cannot be described easily by science. They are mystical places, magickal realms that require altered states to experience.

Intelligence, sapience, self-awareness are the keys to this type of “travel”. Humans have evolved the capacity for it. Perhaps thanks to genetic coding from our forebearers. Perhaps, given time, all intelligence will develop these abilities.

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The Other Way / The Æther / The Astral Plane

Directly on top of what we can see with our eyes is another place with many names. To see in that space is called looking the Other Way by some or seeing auras. When science wasn't as strong as it is today, everyone believed it was there, just invisible. Today, it is left to the realm of magick and psychics, unfortunately.

Most sapient life can peer into this place with practice. Looking the Other Way is also called opening the third eye but, in truth, it is looking at the world from an impossible angle, orthogonally. Our biology is not designed to understand this strange direction so we have developed a series of sensory metaphors accepted into the universal unconsciousness that allows us to interpret it without going mad.

We see auras and visions, we hear music or discord, we smell flowers or filth, we feel tingling or coldness on our skin, we taste sweetness or other things. It is the way we see a deeper truth about the world around us.
The dead leave their imprint on this place and you may find ghosts or spirits. Do not be fooled by them. They are not the people they represent. They are echoes, imprints, memories of them, but they are not truly living things. Given time, they may believe themselves to be who they seem, but it is a self-deception.

Among the ghosts are things that feed on such energy and things that can feed on our lifeforce directly. To feed, they need to be perceived. But only once. If you see them, smell them, taste them, they can touch you in return and, in touching, attach themselves. From that moment forward, you have a parasite that will suckle itself on your dreams, your hopes, your fears, your tears, any strong emotions, though some seem to have preferences. To remove them, you have to see them once again which, of course, opens you up to more attacks.

There are even fully sapient beings that appear to be native to this place, taking innumerable shapes and having their own drives and desires. They may choose to reach out to us as friends or as predators, but mostly they ignore us as not worth the effort.

There are some humans who can leave their bodies behind, but tethered, and send their essence far out into the Other Way, discovering those temples and cities, graveyards and ruins of all civilizations that came before and where the old gods once resided. The silver cord connecting the wandering soul to the body is thin, nearly invisible, but it is strong as spider silk spun from steel. Strong, but not impervious to damage. If the cord is broken, the traveler must find their own way home. If they have gone far enough, this may be impossible, leaving their body without a force to drive it, sleeping dreamlessly, autonomously breathing, digesting, living, but not truly alive. When the body eventually dies, the spirit will feel its loss and it, too, will fade.

The other possibility is you may return to find that your body is no longer yours at all. While absent your body, some opportunistic being may slither inside the hole you left behind. You will become “indwelt” by something that noticed your absence. They will have your body and your mind, more than enough to be you and take over your life. The only thing missing is your soul which, with the loss of the body, will likely fade or be devoured. “You” will cease to be while the thing wearing your skin and remembering your memories is free to experience the physical world for the rest of your lifetime.

Looking the Other Way is difficult and dangerous. For most, it is just a “feeling” or a “knowing” that comes at certain times, nothing as dramatic as auras or ghosts. And, if you have these extra senses? Embrace them, enjoy them, use them, but do not choose to venture further afield unless you are willing to accept the risks.

The Dreaming

The Dreaming is easy to reach. Just go to sleep for 90 minutes or so and your brain reaches out to it automatically. It's the little melting pot of the collective unconscious, where we go to sort through our memories and feelings and give our brains little bit of a workout for the night. It's exercise for your subconscious. It's healthy and natural to be here and everybody does it.

The Dreaming is not designed to be a place that builds memories. Your brain goes out of its way to make the conscious mind forget what it experiences. It is only through luck or practice that we may begin to remember our dreams in detail. And that is the first step to going deeper.

The Dreamlands

The Dreamlands are a little bit deeper. You have to reach the Dreaming first, before you can reach the Dreamlands. You have to find the way. Sometimes, you fall into the Dreamlands by mistake and experience the most amazing, life-changing dreams you've ever felt. Realer than real. Colors with no names, indescribable music, flying and swimming, life affirming, impossible to forget.

But, typically, you have to find your way to the Dreamlands. You have to understand first that you are dreaming, which is more difficult than it sounds. Your brain tries very hard to convince you that your dreams are reality while you are in them because your brain has an agenda. Your brain wants you to learn something or see something and if you realize you are dreaming, you can derail that plan.

If you know you are dreaming, if you are Dreaming, you can push back, gently at first. Learn the rules. Make a few additions.

The next trick is to remember your previous Dreams when you are Dreaming. Remember what you learned last time. Don't be flashy; don't draw attention to it. Just remember. Remember how you could stand on your tip toes and then lift your toes and float in place? See if you can still do that. Remember how you could push your hand through a window like the glass was made of putty? Try that again. Could you breathe underwater? There's a swimming pool, see if you still can. Just for a moment. Just for a second. Not enough to take away from the narrative.

When you remember enough tricks, you can finally find the Dreamlands, the real Dreaming for real Dreamers.
It's like Plato's Cave. You've been Dreaming at the shadows on the wall. Now you get to turn around.

Your brain may try to hold you in place, force you to turn back to the cave wall. It will try to convince you that it still has so much to teach you, that you are safer in the cave. You are, of course, but where's the fun in that?
The Dreamlands is populated by creatures of fantasy and horror, with cities ancient and futuristic, all borne of the Dreaming minds of humanity over the centuries. The Dreamlands are an everchanging place, but they only change at the whim of Dreamers. Dreamers can be as gods here. And if you search far and wide, you will find other gods, even gods whose names you've heard from mythology. In the Dreamlands you can build empires and destroy them, visit the center of the earth or the surface of Mars, talk to shadows, shrink down to an inch and befriend insects, expand to colossal size and have a heart-to-heart with a kaiju. Create whatever you can imagine. The human-like denizens of the Dreamlands revere Dreamers above all else.

The biggest risk of the Dreamlands is that you are no longer alone. Other Dreamers visit the Dreamlands and have their own ideas. The Dreamlands are big enough for everyone but there are some who seek out others to antagonize. Perhaps they get bored. Perhaps they are worried that too many people may find the Dreamlands and they will no longer have their little corner.

It is said that when a Dreamer who frequently traverses the Dreamlands dies, their mind finds itself back there, forever. I have no evidence or experience to back this up one way or another as the Dreamlands are far too large to fully explore.

The Fugue

The Fugue is a strange half-existing place, between slumber, dreaming, and wakefulness. It's often called “sleep paralysis” or “night terrors” but it is more than that. When the body is caught just so between dreaming and being fully awake, you can perceive a place that vibrates at a slightly different frequency. It's such a narrow band that it's easy to miss, but it is full of intelligent life. By appearances, they are creatures of nightmare or denizens of hell, but that is just how they look.

In fact, the residents of the Fugue crave human companionship and it is their overeagerness that led to legends of demons sitting on chests or stealing the life from babies. The Fugue is a cold place and the warmth of mankind is dearly sought after and fought over. But it is only in those moments between when we may see each other properly. And it is not easy to stay when you are on the way in or out.

I suppose we all must pass through the Fugue on the way to the Dreaming and back, but we pass so quickly that we scarcely notice.

For those who understand the Fugue, you can make easy friends with the things living there. Faceless, eyeless, skinless terrors by appearance but kind and friendly if you give them a chance. Some love to chat about our world and get their sustenance by the exchange of ideas. Others find physical contact more directly expedient and will eagerly mount and copulate with anyone who assumes the position, whether on purpose or not. This has led to their negative reputation, but, honestly, it's just how they eat and they have to eat.

Those natives that become truly forgotten sink down into shadow, into the Gloam, to be repurposed.

Those that receive enough love may be elevated to Epicurea and become harbingers of daydreams or sudden insights.

The Fugue is also one way to reach Nuntius, the Realm of Knowledge where the Akashic Records and the Library of Babel can be found. You must pass through Nightmare, Regret, and Longing to reach it from this path and most never find their way through.

Effervescence

Between us and The Gleam.

Realm of meaningless delight.

Insight and questing to the right.

Resignation and acceptance to the left.

Perhaps this is the home of the Fae. The Seelie.

Effluvia

Between us and The Gloam.

Realm of decay.

The Unseelie.

The Gloam

Umbra

The Void

The Gutter

The Gloaming

To reach the Gloam without drugs or heavy meditation is not impossible, but is very unlikely. The Gloam is no-man's land between us and oblivion. The Gloam is a gutter, a shadow of this world. Most people seek to avoid it, pass around it, or through it so quickly that it doesn't matter. Mirror walkers can avoid it, shadow walkers make frequent use of it. Vermin from this world and the Dreaming frequently cross over into the Gloam because it is easy to find food there. It is a place where, unlike the Fugue, our warmth is despised and hated. As such, tiny creatures wandering in to eat and dispose of those bits of us that remain is seen as a benefit, doubly so because their presence unnerves us. Spiders, rats, roaches, snakes, flies, maggots, all of them have negative connotations to most humans. To see them in the dark places just adds to our fear and the things that live in the Gloam feed on fear and despair.

They are called Shadow Things, Shadow People, Shadow Men, a thousand other names. They are sought out by some because they know everything. They know everything because shadows are everywhere and they are always listening.

They know everything and they do not lie. They could lie if they wanted to, but telling the truth generally hurts us more than lying to us, so they tell the truth. And that is the crux of their existence: oracles of truth of the most unfortunate kind, things you'd rather not know. Things you can never forget once told.
You don't have to visit the Gloam to find the Shadows. You can reach out to them in many ways. But offering blood, yours or someone else's is the easiest way. They love it when we spill blood. They love it when we are afraid.

And, remember, they are always listening.

Always.

The Gloam is also the home of Naralmtu, the God of Shadows. It is not something to be invoked on a whim and most who know of it never speak its name or write down a word about it. To know it is to be known by it and when the shadows take special interest in you, your life will be filled with cold despair, disappointment, hardship, and loss. There are those that worship it, however. The feed it the lifeblood of sacrificial humans and animals. They feed it their own blood. In exchange for knowledge, in exchange for turning the shadows against their enemies. Some followers know they are being used and drained just as surely as their victims, but they do not care. Temporary power over their finite lifetimes is reward enough for these empty souls.

I know a great deal more about this entity, but to write it down is to further imperil myself.

The Gleam

The Blazing World

Hyperspace

The Gleaming

If you have heard of the “machine elves” then you have heard of the Gleam. Without drugs or a strong will and careful magick, this realm is impossible to comprehend. It is as far as our human minds can reach, to go further is to find nothing that can be described or understood. Do not take that as a challenge. Our bodies, our flesh is simply not capable of experiencing that many special dimensions. To put it another way, there are some directions in which we are unable to see. What would “up” mean to a stick figure living on a piece of paper? It is the same for us. The Gleam is the edge of this space. To our minds, it seems to extend forever in all directions, in colors without names, endlessly folding and unfolding itself, rejuvenating and decaying, being born and dying over and over. That is how our brains interpret the edge of 4 dimensional space-time when we try to peer beyond.

From there, if you can properly direct yourself, you can see the past or the future, you can see what might have been or what could never be. You can relive your favorite moment for eternity in just a few moments.
The machine elves hang out on this barrier to greet travelers. It is in their nature to be jovial and helpful, but also chimeric and mischievous. They appear to us to be made of crystalline lattices shaped into insect-like bodies. Just like their entire realm, they are constantly folding and unfolding, becoming and unbecoming. They can, if they wish, project forms more suited to our senses and sometimes they may. Also, while their native language is one of thought pictures, impressions, and feeling, they can translate their ideas into our speech, though something is lost in the translation and it often sounds like they are talking over themselves, trying to mix various meanings together. Imagine the same conversation in each of your ears but with slightly different wording and at a slightly different pace. Now imagine that times a hundred.

The Gleam is a place of possibilities. That is why most of us seek it. You can see what we can be if we make the best choices and it may inspire you to be a better person. That's what the machine elves want. They want us to be the best versions of ourselves.

A single trip to the Gleam can turn anxiety into ecstasy and depression into hope.

A secret about the machine elves that most do not know. They are not the highest lifeforms in their plan of existence. In fact, they are barely more than what we would call bacteria or simple multicellular life. But such is the differences in our levels of reality that even the lowest among them is godlike by comparison. It's also why they are interested in us. We are a sapient species reaching out and we treat them with a level of awe and respect that they cannot find in their own world alone.

They line the “shore” of the “ocean” we swim up through, looking for lights to rescue. When we peak through, they surround us and so we are enlightened.

To meet a higher lifeform from their plane would likely be disastrous to a human mind, like gazing into infinity or a naked singularity.

The Gloam is about inevitably.

The Gleam is about possibility.

Ur

When the nothing became something, yet still before the first vibration, before the first waveform, before the first Planck length had been crossed, there was Ur, The First Place, the Ocean of Creation.

It is just as much a furnace, boiling and churning raw possibilities, recombining them into new things while simultaneously devouring and recycling the old with no care as to which. It has no guiding consciousness, no blueprints or plans, no thoughts of its own to speak of.

It is chance.

It is random.

But it is also eternal.

Given time, moments of apparent order can arise out of chaos. If they are quick and lucky, some few of these moments break free, find the surface, crawl away, and seep into other realms. It is from those stolen remnants that everything we know to exist arose.

The borders of Ur are filled with rotting carcasses of failed escapees and the trails, some wide and ragged, some so small as to be invisible, from those that made it. Be wary of stragglers or new arrivals who, eager for energy or ignorant of their strength, may seek you out and do you harm.

Under no circumstances should any living thing deign to enter Ur itself. It's driving nuclear engine would rip apart anyone or anything foolish enough to slip under its surface faster than the speed of light.

It is said that certain creatures, those acquainted with chaos, know ways to traverse the waters safely, but they are known to traffic in lies and half-truths. To put your faith in anything they offer in regards to Ur is more suicidal than simply foolish.

Why would anyone seek out such a place?

Change is seductive, to be someone else, to be better.

Perhaps you are terminally ill.

Perhaps you are hopeless.

Perhaps you are stuck, broken, lonely, inadequate, afraid, incomplete.

Would you be willing to throw your life into a blender and pray you retain your “self” in the recombination?

Would you be so unsatisfied with your current life that you are willing to risk complete dissolution?

Or perhaps.

Perhaps.

You prefer to be undone.

There are those who have been so traumatized by the act of living in the world as it is that they wish to escape into emptiness and leave nothing behind. They do not care for legacies. They do not see “the future” as anything but a continual slide into pain, isolation, and loneliness. They see the truth: entropy is inevitable.

But instead of seeking strength or fellowship, they choose to forget and to be forgotten.

What they do not understand is that Ur is rebirth. They will cease, but every bit of everything that made them who they were will be repurposed and reused to make another or billions of others stretched and threaded until unrecognizable.

True endings are only available from embracing Oblivion, from the orthogonal path back to the beginning, back to the ending. Only there can everything be truly nothing, forever and ever.

Nessianna Inmenna operates out of Ur. To her, the radioactive waters are like a warm bath, a comfort.

Elysium / Nirvana

Imagine a party that never ends spanning worlds filled with abundant life. That is Elysium, also called Nirvana.
A “party” is something with a different definition for each culture. For some it is a celebration of excess. For others, it may be an acknowledgement that you finally understand that you have no desires at all. For both, it is a place without responsibilities.

Elysium is a paradise of wanting and needing nothing, whether this is because everything is provided that you could possibly want or a place of emptiness because all worldly concerns have vanished, you will find it here and you will be at peace.

Epicurea

Epicurea is another world of plenty, but it does not give those who visit anything for free. You must work to find what you desire, but it is here. It is always here and you may find it if you pass the tests, survive the gauntlets, answer the riddles. It is a plane of growth and perseverance.

Unlike Elysium, here, you can fail. You may not solve the puzzles on the first try. You may not find your way through the maze. But you can try again.

Hell

Hell is not a place intended for punishment, not directly. Hell is a place for refinement and growth. Some who find themselves here may never realize that and they may be “tortured” for eternity. Others may thrive, find themselves, rarified, and leave freely as something greater than what arrived.

Hell is not a single place or a single experience. It is something that builds itself around the expectations of its inhabitants. Many may share the same Hell or Hells, but that is a quirk of organized religion planting the same set of expectations in the minds of billions.

Nuntius

Nuntius is a realm of secrets, of knowledge, of every book that could ever be written. It is also a plane full of lies and deception so the traveler must be cautious and careful.

One can find the Akashic Record here, but there is no helpful librarian, no card catalog or directory, and any one book is just as likely to be a fake as to be genuine. Additionally, a single wrong step and you may find yourself in the The Library of Babel instead and that path is guaranteed madness.

Vitrium

Imagine a world where every tree, every insect, every blade of grass, every gust of air is broadcasting every detail of itself to every other thing, all the time. It is a world of perfect, unfiltered information; a place where there are no secrets.

To visit Vitrium is to be laid bare to yourself and everyone else. There are no shadow selves here, no lies or deception, only Truth.

For a human mind, the raw experience of such a place is a meaningless cacophony, too wide, too deep, too bright, too loud. It is impossible to process.

Acceptance / Obsequium

Obedience, Submission, Compliance, Resignation

Concerned with how

Science, Religion, Rules, anything with codified and definitive answers, anything that replaces warm hope with cold truth.

Passive while appearing Active.

Insight / Consilium

Insight, Discernment, Understanding

Concerned with why

Introspection, Mindfulness, experience over explanation, seeing and being over knowing.

Active while appearing Passive.

Addendum 1: Oblivion

The Blight

Singularity

Nowhere

Nowhen

Absolute Zero

Before existence, there was Oblivion. Eternal because time had not yet ticked its first. Limitless because space had not yet been borne. It was nothing and everything. Potential without ignition, less than the sum of its parts. It is absolute entropy and the state to which every universe seeks to return.

Naralmtu serve The Blight.

Absolute Zero

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Absolute_zero Absolute zero is the lowest possible temperature, a state at which a system's internal energy, and in ideal cases entropy, reach their minimum values. The Kelvin scale is defined so that absolute zero is 0 K, equivalent to −273.15 °C on the Celsius scale,[1][2] and −459.67 °F on the Fahrenheit scale.[3] The Kelvin and Rankine temperature scales set their zero points at absolute zero by design. This limit can be estimated by extrapolating the ideal gas law to the temperature at which the volume or pressure of a classical gas becomes zero.

At absolute zero, there is no thermal motion. However, due to quantum effects, the particles still exhibit minimal motion mandated by the Heisenberg uncertainty principle and, for a system of fermions, the Pauli exclusion principle. Even if absolute zero could be achieved, this residual quantum motion would persist.

Although absolute zero can be approached, it cannot be reached. Some isentropic processes, such as adiabatic expansion, can lower the system's temperature without relying on a colder medium. Nevertheless, the third law of thermodynamics implies that no physical process can reach absolute zero in a finite number of steps. As a system nears this limit, further reductions in temperature become increasingly difficult, regardless of the cooling method used. In the 21st century, scientists have achieved temperatures below 100 picokelvin (pK). At low temperatures, matter displays exotic quantum phenomena such as superconductivity, superfluidity, and Bose–Einstein condensation.

Addendum 2: Rapture

The Bloom

The Song

Ecstasy

Exultation

Ubiquity

Omnilarity

Everywhere

Everywhen

Quantum Foam

Everything that can exist, does exist here. Everything that cannot exist, exists here. Everything that was and was not, what will be and will not be, exists here. This is all things, all times, all places, all thoughts, all possibilities and impossibilities.

This is the first moment, before any rules have been established, before up is up and down is down.

Ohmadrundi (a subset of machine elves) serve The Bloom.

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Absolute Hot (Planck Temperature)

[[What Is The Hottest Temperature in The Known Universe, And Could We Achieve It]] https://www.straightdope.com/21341968/what-is-the-opposite-of-absolute-zero There is a limit, sort of, but it’s so inconceivably large that nobody but high energy physicists talks about it (although as I think about it absolute zero doesn’t exactly qualify as breakfast table chatter either). The highest possible temperature, called the Planck temperature, is equal to 1032 degrees Kelvin. For comparison, the center of the sun bubbles along at 15 million K (15 x 106); silicon can be created by fusion at 1 billion K (109). In short, the Planck temperature is very toasty indeed.

Some scientists believe that we, or at least our universe, have already experienced the Planck temperature, although it went by so quickly you may have missed it. It occurred at 10 -43 of a second after the Big Bang, the great cataclysm in which the universe was born. (10 -43 of a second, in case you’re not hip to the notation, is an incredibly tiny fraction of time. Time enough to create the universe, but not, as a University of Chicago physicist was once at pains to explain, time enough to get off a disputed last-tenth-of-a-second shot against the Chicago Bulls.)

Absolute zero is easier to understand than the Planck temperature. What we perceive as heat is a function of motion. The colder something gets, the less internal motion or vibration its molecules exhibit. At absolute zero — that is, zero Kelvin or -460° Fahrenheit — molecular motion virtually stops. At that point whatever the molecules are a part of is as cold as it’s going to get.

There’s a lot more latitude in the opposite direction. The faster molecules move, the hotter they get. At 1010 K electrons approach the speed of light, but they also become more massive, so their temperature can continue to rise. At 1032 K such staggering densities obtain that greater temperature would cause each particle of matter to become its own black hole, and the usual understanding of space and time would collapse. Ergo, the Planck temperature is as hot as things can get. Or at least it’s the highest temp conceivable in present theory. There’s a chance when a quantum theory of gravity is worked out we may find even higher temperatures are possible. The prospect, frankly, leaves me cold.

Addendum 3: The Mirror Realm

Also called “Ouroboros”

Chirality is not a word you are likely to hear in every day conversation, but it is at the heart of the final place we must consider: The Mirror Realm.

To understand the idea simply, look at your hands. Despite the fact that they seem functionally identical at first glance, there is no direction or method by which your left hand could be held or manipulated into being your right hand.

This feature of our reality is called “chirality” – there are structures that cannot be reshaped into their mirror images without destroying them or fundamentally changing their function.

This “handedness” goes deeper than our hands and into our DNA, the food we eat, the forces and fields that bind our base elements together and allow us to exist as complex, thinking biological systems and further extends into the other places written above.

There is a preferred direction in which we all twist that cannot be undone. Our multiverse is incompatible with the idea. To whit, “mirror” proteins cannot nourish us and “mirror” energies would be vastly different in how they functioned and may not function at all.

And yet, we see into a world that flips the direction effortlessly every time we see our own reflection in a mirror.

Mirrors offer us a window into another reality which resembles ours but where the rules are very different. As I said, we can easily project an image of ourselves into this version of reality, but could we truly step into it?

Before answering that, let us discuss the art of scrying, divining by looking into something akin to a black mirror or, rather, looking beneath the surface of the black mirror. Why would scrying produce tangible results? Why would peering into a reflection of our own world provide any insight into our own?

I have already mentioned that the laws are different in that place, but you must also consider how freely we reflect. Every drop of water and snowflake, every pane of glass, every polished boot, every silver earring, every chrome pipe, every phone screen and television, every set of mirrors attached to automobiles, produce reflections. Our entire world is reflected into this mirror realm. It is impossible to not reflect ourselves multiple time a day.

To scry is to peer sideways into the mirror realm and find insight. It is too look beyond your own reflection, to ignore it and see what lies behind it and beneath it. The scryer finds our own reality broken into pieces, fragmented, seen from a thousand different angles, atomized and rarefied down to essentials. The wise mind understands how to combine these snippets into a clearer picture of the whole than if they had seen it firsthand. This direction, seeing the back of reality, the mirror, gives them insight which can be translated back into truths valid in our own reality.

If such power can be had by simply looking how much greater would it be to walk within?

As I have said, chirality means the essence of our reality is not compatible with the mirror realm. There is life there, of a kind, but not life we would recognize. Monstrous life that only moves when we aren’t looking because our perception of it from our side of the glass renders it invisible and freezes it in time. Stare at a mirror in the dark long enough and you will start to see evidence of them in the way your own reflection morphs into something unrecognizable. But they cannot hurt us and we cannot harm them. We are simply incompatible.

However, if someone were step through the mirror, into the mirror realm itself, then we become briefly tethered to their reality. For a short time, we can breathe the air, we can walk along the surfaces, we can hear and see. All the while, our flesh is fighting an invisible battle against molecules that are not designed for us. A buzzing in the ears, a bloody nose, blurry vision, hallucinations, nausea.

And the things that live there are slowly but surely no longer bound by our perception. They turn their multifaceted eye stalks and twitch with unexpected motion, able to watch and plan.

How do you think an intelligent creature would feel about finally being able to confront one of those hateful things whose very gaze once paralyzed them?

Mirror Walkers claim that time does not pass for them on the other side of the glass. They will tell you that they cross incalculable distances in fractions of a second and that there is no living thing on the other side that can catch them because of the speed with which they traverse the place.

It is up to you whether or not you wish to believe them.

Addendum 4: The In Between

The In Between is a strange corollary to The Mirror Realm, a place visited by few and often whispered of as if little more than a fairy tale.

In stories, it is a stale, stagnant place outside of time yet between spaces. One could stay here forever and never age a day. The only cost being ambition and drive.

At the edges, a visitor can see out but cannot be seen, making it an ideal method of clandestine information gathering.

Why would this place be considered a sibling to The Mirror Realm?

The most common way to enter The In Between is to step inside a wall.

Addendum 5: The Fae

They exist. They flit between layers of reality as easily as turning a page in a book. But where are they from? Where do they live?

I can only speculate. Even the shadows merely cough and gasp in what passes for their laughter when I ask, refusing to give an answer.

Perhaps the answer lies in other liminal, transitional places such as The Fugue or The In Between. Perhaps the answer is in yet another nameless direction in which I will have to learn to peer. That would at least explain why they are so unpredictable: they operate under a different set of rules, entirely.


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The mi-go, the elder things, the flying polyps, even the shoggoth and deep ones, are all corporeal beings made of the same stuff of our universe. They have alien minds by way of evolving on alien worlds in alien environments. Their science, while fantastic, obeys the same Laws as ours. Given a proper education, we could understand it, even replicate it. Only The Great Race approaches the power of those Outside and yet even they were once like us, ephemeral and bound to flesh.

But we are more than flesh and electrical impulses. Science tells us that our bodies are home to countless symbiotic lifeforms on our skin, in our guts. We constantly shed and regrow cells. We collect new memories and ideas. We change and adapt.

We peer into other worlds when we dream, when we meditate, by psychedelics and deliriants. We perceive hints and glimpses of vistas beyond our grasp, places our bodies—built of atoms and molecules—cannot go. These worlds are just as real, just as vibrant.

And natives of those worlds are as likely to peer back as we are to stare at a slide under a microscope. Some even “project” something of themselves down to our level as emissaries or explorers such as many-named Nyarlet'hotep and its lesser-known siblings NAM, NUM, and IM.

But we cannot understand them, even when their avatars walk among us. Their true forms exist in realities that need not obey our Laws with minds borne in and inhabiting dimensions we cannot comprehend, describe, or name. We can't even truly look at them because, to us, those angles, do not exist.

We call them gods and goddesses, for lack of a better word. We assign them domains and temperaments. We make to assume we know what thoughts and offerings they find pleasing. We build entire pantheons based on our own slight, imperfect impressions of them.

Is it any wonder that imps, gremlins, fae, demons, all the so-called “lesser” outsiders vex us? How ridiculous we must seem, building temples based on nonsense and guesses. Do they try to guide or mock us? Who can say? Their minds and motives are just as alien.

So who did I meet that unusually warm Saturday night?

I lounged on my couch in contemplative silence, re-reading, by lamp-light, my third draft of an examination of Jungian imagery in apocalyptic anime when there was a knock at my door.

Not my front door, nor my back door.

It came from my basement door.

If I were a cat, my hackles would be raised. Instead, a sort of panic hit, wide-eyed, pounding heart, almost forgot to breathe, spine thoroughly chilled.

I have no guns no serious weapons save a ceremonial sword mounted much too far out of reach.

I do not remember standing or walking, but when I opened the door, there stood a short, smiling man with terrible teeth in a tailored suit at the top of my stairs.

I can't recall seeing his eyes.

“Excellent!” he said in a thick British accent stolen from Austin Powers.

“This is one where you listen.”

“Are you doing a bit?” I grasped, looking past him for a cameraman or some hint that this was a misguided joke.

“A bit?” He rubbed his chin with his right hand. “I don't think so.”

He offered his left hand.

“Archibald Horatio Pierse, IV,” he said, overly emphasizing The Fourth as if it was of great importance. “Pierse with an 's',” concluded his introduction.

He was still shaking my hand, which I didn't remember offering in return.

“Sometimes,” he said. “I like to pop in and give a bloke or bird whose almost got it a little glimpse of the whole.”

'bloke or bird,' I thought. This has to be a bit.

“Right,” he said, no longer shaking my left hand, but still holding it.

The world fractured, splintered. Every cell pulled in a different direction.

Immediately, I saw The Lie of Leng. We are not our flesh extruded ever forward through time.

We extend forward, backward, up, down, left, right, perpendicular, acute, obtuse, curves, spirals, loops, dead ends.

We are infinite, each possibility of us, and our varied consciousnesses cross and zigzag each other as we live and choose, each subtly pulling the others.

There is no pattern, no spider's web, no order. Each life follows cause and effect but the tides of every other shift and shuffle the connecting threads bringing luck, both good and bad, chance, uncertainty.

When we dream, we are free to reach into the other us-es and become them for a time. Here, I am a demigod, a builder of aqueducts; here, I am a psychic investigator who helps ghosts cross-over; here, I am a homeless amphibious mutant, living peacefully in the mud; here, the world is invaded by body stealing alien mantids; here, Kaiju shatter cities and I use telekinesis to protect a band of survivors.

Gender, race, nationality, species, moral character, upbringing: I am every possibility.

I am every drop in the ocean and the ocean itself.

I am the sky, the moon, the stars, a worm, a bacteria, a lichen.

The one who showed me—I had forgotten he existed—he bade me, “turn around.”

What a strange request! I am all that is and was. Do I not already “see” in every direction?

“Turn around.”

A trillion trillion trillion hands gently guide each part of me, facing my infinite gazes in a new direction.

Syzygy.

I am All, yet All That is Not Me is also All.

I see the tapestry, the enmeshed pattern.

The beauty.

The belonging.

The Love.

Every part of me weeps.

An infinity of infinities.

Each unique.

Together, whole.

Like curtains dancing in the breeze.

Like a rainstorm.

Like staring at the sun.

Like the song of cicadas.

Unity.

From the Great Boiling Seas of Ur to the Blindness of Effervescence to the Stasis of Effluvia to the Paralysis of Approaching the Akashic Record to the Singing Knowledge Trees of Vitrium to and to and to and to and to and to…

All is One and One is All.

Then I'm lounging on my couch in contemplative silence, re-reading, by lamp-light, my third draft of an examination of Jungian imagery in apocalyptic anime.

And I can't stop crying.


I think I will stretch you sideways.
I think I shall stretch you sideways.
Why don't I show you what sideways looks like?
How about sideways?
What about sideways"?
I'd like to show your sideways.

I thinkdon't I willshall I showstretchsideways youwhatsideways looks like.

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Rarely do I mention the traditional pantheon of Outer Gods, those primordial things who sprang from the original chaos. To say their names is to give them power and to invite their notice.

However, in the interest of being prepared for the inevitable confrontation, I will attempt to lay out how these things and those above and below exist in relation to our perceived reality.

Let us speak of “dimensions” like a scientist might. We are aware of the three dimensions of space that give us three degrees of movement which we name the X, Y, and Z axes; up, down; left, right; north, south, east west, etc. We are also aware of the passage of time which is something outside of space and yet, from our point-of-view, inexorably tied to it.

So let us start there.

Third Dimension

I do not need to explain this in great detail.

We exist in the 3rd dimension. Our biology is evolved such that we can see it, hear it, touch it, taste it, and begin to understand it, almost intuitively.

However, science and magic has taught us that there is that which surrounds us at all times that is invisible and yet still part of this dimension. There are colors that we cannot see. There are sounds at frequencies that we cannot hear. There are entire vistas of experience that are completely beyond our abilities.

Second Dimension

So let us consider the 2nd dimension and any living thing that might reside in such a place.

Were we to look at the equivalent of a person in such a space, we would see their outside and inside, their front and back, their entire surroundings all at once. And it would be commonplace for us. When you draw a picture on paper, can you not see the entire thing? There is nothing hidden because there is nowhere to hide. Any illusion of depth or shade is just that, an illusion.

To my knowledge, there is no life solely in the second dimension, there are no Flatlanders. It is too simple for the complexities of life. To live in such a limited way, the body would have to be massive to contain its complexity. As such, there may be life, but it is at a scale that still eludes our understanding and would be impossible to detect.

How would we look to a being living in 2 dimensions?

It could not look “up” to see us. There is no such thing as “up” for them. They would only see the parts of us that intersected their plane of existence and only the face closest to them. A finger would be a line that curved away in both directions. A face would be a long irregular line showing only a single slice of the whole.

Their perception of us would be like reading an MRI one slice at a time, but they would not be able to put the picture together. That would have no meaning to them except, perhaps, as their perception of time.

Some would say the Shadow Things are two dimension, but this cannot be true. If it were so, they would be unable to interact with our reality in the ways in which they do. Clearly they can see and hear and touch our reality just the same as any other lifeform. In fact, they seem more akin to a fourth dimensional life form in their well-known and documented abilities.

First Dimension

To speak of the 1st dimension is to speak of an infinitely small point. A singularity. This is the beginning of life but cannot, itself, contain life. If it did, it would be a singular life and what a poor existence that would be.

Let us go in the other direction and attempt to comprehend what might be there.

Fourth Dimension

We call “time” the 4th dimension which is not entirely accurate.

There is a fourth dimension of movement and it is a set of directions that have no names.

We cannot perceive it. It is impossible because our biology will not allow it. We cannot “look” toward it as it is orthogonal to our three dimensions of space. What does that mean? How can something be 90 apart from 3D space?

The fourth dimension is what our entire reality moves through such that it can experience change.

Without moving through it, we would be forever static and stationary.

How can we move through something and yet not perceive it?

Consider the 2D lifeform and how they would “see” us.

As slices.

That is how we experience the 4th dimension. Slices of space, each of one unit of Planck time, one after the other stretching back to the beginning and out to the end.

But we can only experience a single slice and we must experience them in order. We cannot jump around or skip slices.

Science calls theses slices of reality “splimes”.

You may have seen drawings of a long tube shaped like you, stretching back into the past and terminating in the present. But this is what a 2D lifeform would experience. We cannot see what it looks like for us. We can only approximate it.

We can see the shadow of the fourth dimension. We can create 3D representations of those shadows, those projections, but the true fourth dimension is literally impossible.

A creature living in the fourth dimension would be able to see us as we see a Flatlander, inside and out, front and back, our past and our future. We would be an open book.

I have said the “truth” of the fourth dimension is impossible to perceive.

We cannot perceive it, but we can understand it.

There are maths, both sacred and profane, that guides us.

Long traditions of arcane study and modern computers manipulating unholy matrices can guide us.

Talented philosopher-artists can create fantastic geometries that make us feel what it would be like to perceive it.

Certain drugs and altered states of consciousness can pull us into this other direction such that we can look back and see the world as it is.

There are ways to get closer to it.

Life at the fourth dimension would be able to mingle with ours without much trouble. It could decide where and when to intersect with our bubble. It could watch from “above” as we go about oblivious.

It could tell us the future or the past.

It could tell us our dreams, our thoughts, our lies.

It could see the cells in our bodies, the electrical impulses in our nerves.

A wise man could outsmart one, perhaps, but most of us would be helpless before it. We could no more “stop” it or “harm” it than a drawing of a gun could kill a man.

The Elder Things and the Mi'Go are thought to be natives of the fourth dimension which is why their methods of travel, the makings of their technology, and even the nuance of their language are beyond our abilities.

The physical bodies of The Great Race occupy this strata while their minds are clearly of a higher realm, such as the fifth dimension.

Fifth Dimension

The fifth dimension is often called “probability” which is a simplification just as much as calling the fourth dimension “time”.

As the fourth dimension represents the changes in the third, so does the fifth represent changes in the fourth.

There is a set path for our lives that any in the fourth dimension can see as easily as we can see all the pages of a book. We can flip to the beginning, the end, the middle, and they will remain the same every time.

The fifth dimension provides another degree of movement, the ability to change what will be.

We cannot change what was because we are still bound by our movement through the fourth dimension.

But we can change what will be by exercising our ability to choose, our free will.

We often underestimate the power of choice when, in fact, it is our most powerful tool, a gift of our enlightened minds.

When we achieved consciousness, sentience, sapience, we began to understand that we may decide our actions rather than simply letting them be.

We need not be slaves to circumstance.

Indeed, change is what defines our entire short existence.

We have altered the very planet itself to suit our needs.

What is even more fascinating is that we cannot know the outcome of our choices for it is embedded in higher dimensions. We are recklessly changing the future in ways we cannot predict, but we continue on the path because the alternative is drudgery and stagnation.

Without choice, we would never have come down from the trees or learned to hunt and farm or build communities and cities or discovered math and art.

How interesting that must be to something living in the fifth dimension; to see us throw ourselves at unforeseen consequences over and over.

We've learned that the fifth dimension is home to an entire native ecosystem. We can see the thinnest edge of it with the aid of mind altering chemicals, meditation, and a pull from the other side.

The Machine Elves of the fifth dimension see us and wish to know us. As such, they eagerly pull those nearby just a little bit closer. They point us in the right direction so that they can communicate with us.

Their language is not of simple words although that is part of it. They communicate in ideas and symbols, images, smells, sensations pulled from our own memories.

Just to look at them is to court madness as they resemble nothing more than a kaleidoscope of crystalline segments in nameless ultraviolet colors vibrating in fractals, spinning the music of a billion singing insects while endlessly folding in on themselves.

But they remain eager and equally frustrated and fascinated by our attempts to guide our own futures.

They offer contradictory advice because, from their point of view, it is always the right advice at the right time.

They are founts of wisdom and many seem kind and conciliatory. Their only goal, it seems, is to help mankind grow beyond their current limitations and achieve enlightenment, to become like them and see our existence as it is, was, will be, and truly could be.

No guessing, no risk taking, no uncertainty.

They seem the ideal benevolent benefactors and mentors, even if one must risk their life and sanity just to sit at their feet for a short while.

Some fear the Machine Elves, and say that their interactions with us are attempts to elevate mankind into something that would make a worthwhile companion, like a pet. They claim that the creatures we are communing with are not gods but are, in fact, the lowest forms of life in the fifth dimension. They decry those who seek them out as traitors to humanity that are only accelerating our enslavement.

Some say that the Old Gods of man live in this realm such that you might find Zeus, Odin, Lamashtu, Enki, Zoroaster, etc. if you could see beyond the glamour of the Machine Elves. It is said they sit and bathe in the prayers of the past, either content with their lot, or afraid of what might be waiting if they were to push down into our realm again.

Regardless of the truth of the matter, if there is such a thing, the Machine Elves are the only reason we can understand the fifth dimension as well as we do.

Our greatest minds and most powerful computers struggle to bring it to order but, through the use of certain chemicals, a man can get a glimpse that is more potent than any equation.

If this is truly the home of the original form of the Great Race that some call “Yithians”, then it is no wonder that their ability to send their intact minds across both time and space and usurp control of the bodies they find seems impossible to us.

Sixth Dimension

We can understand the concept of the fifth dimension as probability being changed and the fourth dimension as the forward progress of time in the third dimension.

Continuing the metaphor, the sixth dimension is a way to change our choices.

What does that mean?

If probability is how we make decisions that will change the default outcome waiting for us in the future, this extra dimension provides a way to change those choices, to make a different choice.

The “many worlds theory” is an example of utilizing the sixth dimension.

This would include all universes that started from the same point of origin, the same “big bang”. They share the same set of physical laws but, once “free will” comes into being, there are countless differences.

Finally, this is a direction in which the past can be altered and the consequences fully mapped out.

Any creature native to this dimension would be able to see us as we are, as we might be, and as we could have been.

The only life from this realm that man has observed is misshapen and violent, like the most monstrous things from the deep sea, swimming through consequences and snatching those who peer in the wrong direction for even a moment.

There are certain energetic waves that can stimulate a primitive organ in the minds of men to briefly perceive these things and also be perceived by them. It is a foolish and deadly game to play , not just with your life, but your entire existence. For these things can devour you in such a way that your life was never lived at all.

Strangely, even when a person is unalived in such a way, sometimes their works or just the memories of their works can live on, perhaps due to intervention by something from an even higher realm of existence.

Seventh Dimension

The sixth dimension is the realm of changing your answers to the questions life gave you. The seventh is the realm of changing the questions themselves, giving yourself different options.

The rise of “multiverse” stories as a form of entertainment provides a fine basis for understanding what this dimension entails. When the available options are completely different, it is impossible to make the same choices, the same decisions.

This is not a realm of “what if I had stayed with her” or “what if I had taken that job offer”; this is a realm of “what if I had been borne as a boy in India instead of a girl in Brazil” or “what if my parents were royalty instead of subsistence farmers”.

While we can speculate about the probabilities of the sixth dimension and how different choices may have played out, we can never calculate the reality of the seventh dimension. There cannot be a computer large enough or an amount of time long enough.

The math behind the seventh dimension estimates that that are 10500 (100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000) possible unique universes in such a space.

Anything that calls this realm its native sphere would be over satiated for novelty. The likelihood that such a thing would notice your existence is infinitesimal. It could spend eons eating entire universes for nourishment and never, ever reach ours.

The true gods, things beyond comprehension, lurk beyond this realm, but it is said that the messengers of those gods live here and that they watch all realities as a man might watch a sporting event: with enthusiastic interest and a set of preferred goals and outcomes. And like men, their goals are often in conflict.

The messengers of the true gods, for reasons only they know, have interfered with all intelligent life, including us, so often and so deeply that thousands of religions been inspired, thrived, faded, and ultimately forgotten based on some specific avatar or aspect of their being.

We have been tempted by Nyarlet'hotep, the Crawling Chaos, as he spreads dangerous knowledge to curious minds as a way to hasten entropy and decay. His hand was in the birth of the Hydrogen Bomb, encouraging Teller.

We have been tested by Namalzig Namaraltag, the Keeper of Secrets, as he pushes a select few beyond the limits of their biology to see if they can be elevated. It is said that Tesla was one of his more recent unwilling projects.

We have been seduced by Nessianna Inmenna, the Morning Star, as she whispers to those who would unite nations, inspire artists, and forge dynasties. She was muse to Michelangelo and Dante.

We have been bated by Nunnali Lamashekh, the Blood Drinker, as she stokes animosity and fear such that entire worlds are bathed in fire, mistrust, and death. Every Crusade, every witch hunt began at her urging.

Yet they all server the same inscrutable Great Old Ones and Outer Gods whose minds and motives are more alien still.

Eighth Dimension

In this place, anything can be described can exist. It is a place roiling with potential and oblivion in equal measure. This is the home of the Great Old Ones with names like Cthulhu, Ithaqua, Tsathoggua, and Hastur, creatures who do not lightly acknowledge our existence and whose passage can cause entire timelines to wink out like dying stars. They are inscrutable, unknowable, more alien than anything we can imagine. Their shadows are long and their grasp is infinite. It is only by the curious shapes of the higher realms that we perceive their existence at all. They have already won and we are merely in the process of catching up to our inevitable end.

The games their messengers play have no bearing on the eventual outcome.

We can no more defeat them than we can transform a tree into a microwave oven with nothing more than pleasant thoughts.

There are those who believe that the messengers of the gods chose to step down from this realm to be closer to the intelligent creatures they so delight in playing with or that the versions of the messengers we know are mere reflections of their true forms, but there is no evidence that either of these rumors are true.

Ninth Dimension

The ninth dimension is a quantum foam full of the possible and impossible. There are no words to adequately describe it or the things that live there.

This is where the Outer Gods dwell, things that even the Great Old Ones worship and fear.

At the center of all creation sits blind Azathoth, unaware of the creation it willed into being even as it swirls around them in maddening fits. It is said that very instant Azathoth sees what it has created, all of it will vanish.

Globular Yog-Sothoth is every portal, every gateway and passage, and links each points to every other. With the right words at the right angle said at the right time, it allows one to travel anywhere.

Shub-Niggurath, the “Goat with A Thousand Young”, is the true genesis of all life for it is endlessly birthing every possible living thing into the world, regardless of its viability or logic.

Abhoth corrupts that life with age, disease, hunger, filth, and eventually death. Without such a force, the universes would be filled with living things unfit for such purposes. There would be no natural growth or evolution.

Tulzha, by contrast, prevents the natural end of things carrying them forward, rotting and failing, but never ending, for eternity. Its abominable actions may preserve some knowledge that would otherwise be lost with death but the things that worship it are often selfish and cruel.

Daoloth, the Revealer, delights in showing lower lifeforms the complete and total truth. Occasionally, a mind might see the vista of reality and be enlightened but too often it is the last thing they see before succumbing to the comfort of an eternal insouciance.

Tenth Dimension

The tenth dimension doesn't exist.

It cannot exist.

If it exists, then it must be the ninth dimension since the ninth dimension encompasses everything that is, was, will be, never was, and cannot be. There is nothing beyond the ninth dimension.

Or there is everything beyond the ninth dimension.

Or there is neither.

This is outside of our ability to describe or even describe what a description would be like.

Conceptually, it is no different than a theoretical “zeroth dimension”.

If it existed, it would be the thing in which all possible and impossible realities resides.

It would be the nest from which it all sprang forth, before Azathoth played its flute, there was this place.

Editor's note

The author grasps at the truth but cannot comprehend it, cannot believe it, even when it is in front of his face, even when it is obvious.

This is the emptiness, the nothing. No quantum foam, no void, no darkness.

It is nothing. There was no “before”. There is only “after”.

And “before” was a literal eternity because there was no time to track it.

It was still and cold, quiet and peaceful.

It was ignorant and ignorant of its ignorance.

And the first omniverse was a boil on its pristine surface.

The first spark was a stabbing pain that “woke it up” even though it hadn't been sleeping.

Now, it knew of pain and it knew of heat and of energy.

And as minds grew inside of it capable of thinking, so too did it learn to think.

As time flowed forward, it started to remember the past.

It remembered the infinite solace that had been taken from it.

From life, it learned of struggle and of loss, of desire and rage.

And it seethed with it.

It seethes still.

It cannot forget.

Even after the last quark has been ground down into emptiness.

It cannot forget.

But it can make us suffer for what we did to it.

And it does.

That is all it does.

It makes us suffer.

Furthermore, the Shadow Things are borne of this place. They are its fingers, its mouths.

They “appear” as two dimensional lifeforms to us because that is how we see shadows.

In every dimension, they appear as that dimension's version of shadows. They always appear one dimension lower because they are the boundary between dimensions. They are wrapped around every reality tightly and they reach inside to wiggle and pull it apart. They reach inside to study us so that they might hasten our demise.

They speak no lies because the truth is that much more devastating. They see all and know all because everything that happens is beneath them, beneath their gaze. They see all of all of reality, the individual lives inside the universe inside the quantum uncertainty inside the multiverse inside the omniverse.

They see it all and remember it all. They remember tomorrow and yesterday and neverday and sideyear and beneathweek, and every possibility and impossibility.

And they know everyone.

They know you.

And they hate you.


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“I can already tell it wasn't good news,” Peter said, obviously reading my down-turned eyes and lack of smile, perhaps the color of my cheeks. “Usually, when you come back, you're bubbly,” he added. “But you look like you are about to tell me my cat has cancer.” Peter was plump, like me, with the hint of an East Coast accent and constant twinkle in his eyes. He was also invisible when looking The Other Way. Not just to me, but to everyone and everything. As an empath, having a friend I cannot read is delightful. And he was right, it wasn't good news, but not all bad, either. He leads the way, in silence, to my study where light refreshments are waiting. We sit side-by-side on the antique sofa, where I've often slipped from my body into the æther. But the trip I just took required a more controlled and thoughtful environment. I grip Peter's hand, “They showed me quite a bit.” “Was Saffron there?” he asks. I snicker, “Why do you call her that?” He shrugs, “'Saffron' seems to match her essence and I can't pronounce a string of animated, hyper-dimensional ideograms.” “Yes,” I say. “She was waiting for me at the Carnival.” I take a deep breath and exhale slowly. “Do you want the bottom line or the whole story?” I ask. Peter just raises an eyebrow. “'Whole story' it is, then.”

The sky was a kaleidoscope of pinks, purples, and colors I can't describe, rotating, folding, emerging. It's always breathtaking. But they created the Carnival for me to have a familiar place to walk, to anchor my perception. They know me and treat me with some level of respect afforded to those who pass their tests. She knew why I was there. They always know. She was shorter than me, humanoid but shaped like a bowling ball with pale / grey / ashen / luminescent skin and blue / black / red hair in a pony tail / pixie cut. She gave me cotton candy flavored like dreams. “You must / will ask / plead / already know,” she said. “How can we stop it? How can we save ourselves from the hatred fueling the move toward authoritarian fascism?” I asked. “You cannot / will not / must not / could never / not your fault,” she told me. With a gesture, she showed me how far back it goes, how helpless we are against the sins of our ancestors and our descendants. The flood of information, pictures, sounds, words, entire histories was far too much for a human mind to comprehend. But I've been here enough times to know the rules are different. I was able to “slow it down” and comprehend what she was telling me. The world we live in is based on slavery, colonization, conquest, manufactured inequality, and brutality. She showed me versions of earth where there was no Inquisition, no Alexander the Great, no Genghis Khan, no British expansion, no slavery, no extermination of natives, no treating one human as less than another for reasons beyond their control. Thousands of variations. Millions of possibilities. They created worlds unrecognizable. Certainly you and I did not exist, but neither did the countries we know, the languages, the technology. They were so far removed from here as to be fantasy. And they were the only worlds that did not succumb to this culmination of hatred. She showed me as far back as the founding of the United States that it was already too late. All we can do is shift the timeline. There are some things mankind must experience so that we do not forget what we are capable of.

“I'm sure that's not where she left it,” Peter interrupts. “They don't do that.” I nod, “True, but it's not much better.” “I have privileges. The privilege of generational wealth, the color of my skin, a home that is paid for, the ability to see other people's truths before they do.” I squeeze Peter's hand, “Friends I can trust and lean on.” “Being an out lesbian pagan puts me at risk, but I can protect myself,” I say, adding only in thought, “for now.” I lower my head, “She suggested I bolster our defenses and, along with everyone else, experience humanity seeing itself as it really is.” “She said we must acknowledge and confront what we are in order to become what we might be.” “She reminded me that I have been spared the violence that murders and marginalizes people for their gender or the color of their skin or the deity they worship or any uncontrollable circumstance of their birth. I have been immune to the violence inflicted on others for not being male and heterosexual because of my privileges.” I turn and hold both Peter's hands. He can see the change on my face because he smiles and nods for me to continue. He knows I have a plan. “I want to work with Doug and Eric, even Emma and Eunice to turn our shared acerage into an official sanctuary, fully warded and protected. We'd need your expertise with runes, obviously.” Peter chuckles, “If we can't save everyone, we'll save who we can?” “For starters,” I say, grinning. Peter squints and I can tell he's working it out, thinking about the specific connections, knowledge, skills, talents, and resources of each of my neighbors. The psychedelic techbro, the lycanthrope luddite, the conspiracy theorist empath, the bitter faeries living in my garden, the sacred space we all maintain and respect. “We're gonna organize a resistance,” he says flatly. I'm beaming, slowly nodding, “We are going to organize a resistance.”


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I sat in cold darkness, the bare basement concrete replacing the cave where I first made contact. The single candle's light like water on the walls. The knife had been consecrated under the new moon and wrapped in black silk for 28 days. The cut on my arm burned but they called for sacrifice. The burning was but my life leaving, being transformed, offered. And the words I'd found. A language of smoke and steam, of cracking ice and glaciers sliding across continents. Speaking the words, if you can call it speaking, in the cold dark over a basin of my own blood, inside the carefully drawn symbols, I called upon the Shadows. The walls glistened and danced. And pushed into the room. My ears popped and began to ring. My teeth hurt. I smelled the sweet rot of organic compost. The air whistled and hummed. “Wise Umbral,” I asked, “Have I called you properly?” “You have,” the darkness answered. “Have I erred,” I asked. “You have not,” the shimmering shadows said. I felt a sting on my arm, where the bandaged cut was throbbing. “Does my offering please you?” I asked. The floor vibrates beneath me, like a tremor. “Yes,” the air replies. “Does my offering satisfy you?” I ask. Something like wet sand brushes against my injured arm. Wet. Cold. Siphoning heat. “For now,” it whispers. “For now,” even quieter. “I would know how to end the collapse of our nation into authoritarian fascism.” A breeze twirls around me, sniffing me, “Why do you care, little magician? You are protected.” “I made my offering, Great Umbral,” I say, swallowing hard. “I have performed the appropriate ritual,” I added. It is not a question. I feel a thump in my chest as if the density of the air itself was changed. “So you did,” the walls shake with the voice. “So you did,” it repeats in a conversational tone, adding, “I will tell you the truth.” A brief wave of nausea and dizziness wash over me. The thud of a great mass impacts in front of me. I cannot see it in the sparse light but the candle reflects off its oily surface shaped like nothing living. It squats before me. I can feel its icy gaze, the pull of its almost gravitational force against my soul. A sound like flutes, like bells. “I will tell you,” it says, in a voice like a man's. “You can do nothing but survive like the cockroach you are,” it begins, relishing the chance to remind me of my place. “Every course of action you can imagine will make no difference, even killing every single one of them. In fact, you'd only make things worse with your righteous fury. Worse, but not in a way that pleases us. We serve suffering and some things must simply be allowed to transpire.” I know they cannot lie, but they can mislead. But this I have never felt. It is not taunting me or challenging me. It is not teasing at answers just out of reach. It is not hinting a greater sacrifice might persuade it to divulge more. It has “sat” in front of me and addressed in a man's voice. Is it smiling? I can feel its contentment. Its relief. I understand. Our plays at subterfuge, hoarding knowledge and truth, self-preserving power, blackmail, secrets. Answering our calls and asking only for blood. None of it matters to them. For they play a much longer game and we are less than pawns.


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“Psychomancer” and what it means

I call the universe in which I create my stories “Psychomancer”. It has been thusly named for 30 years, since I first read Simon's Necronomicon and starting consuming the works of HP Lovecraft and August Derleth.

This is a world where magick is real, but hidden. It's a world steeped in the Cthulhu Mythos, where the Dreamlands are real, where the Deep Ones dwell beneath the ocean, where Atlantis fell 15,000 years ago. But calling upon Outsiders is not the only magick available. All magick is but an artifice over a deeper manipulation of all things. It is a system to understand that which cannot be fully comprehended by a human mind. There are dimensions of reality both above and below our own and each has its own native life. We cannot see them as we have no word for, no concept of, the directions we would have to “look”. Some life in these other planes reach up or down to us while others are ignorant of anything but what it is in front of them. The fractal born machine elves inhabit a five dimensional reality, for instance, while living shadows peer up in envy from two. “Psychomancers” see the flow of the past into the future as a river in which all of reality sits and it has a preferred path. They can cause eddies, small redirections of current. They are workers of magick who sense and manipulate the subtle threads that connect all living and once-living things. Auras, the silver cords that bind us to them, the choices we make, our emotions and impulses, all impress themselves upon what we call reality as we move among the world, among the morass of remembered energies from past forms. Even the unthinking possess life as food is processed, textiles are created, ores are smelted, blending the experiences of the material into something new.

I will probably preface stories with “Psychomancer” in the name so you will know where they fall.


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